I Got the Lindsay Lohan Sickness

Workout: Unscheduled, I feel like crap rest day.

No I didn’t crash my car or steal any jewelry, saving that for next week. Apparently the reason I have been feeling like complete crud for the last week is severe dehydration – which seems totally weird to me since I am obsessed with my giant Starbucks tumbler. She said she thinks it was a virus that is now working its way out and I am just feeling the affects of the dehydration now. I have felt tired, nauseous, and massive headache all week, driving me crazy!

So rest, drink, try to force myself to eat and repeat. That is what I am working on today. I never thought forcing myself to eat would be so hard. Seriously almost cried when I went to the store after the Dr. and all I wanted to do was curl up and go to sleep but I knew I had to pick out some food.

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Thoughtless Thursday

Workout: rest day – unplanned 3.5 mile walk with baby girl

EDIT: I was able to make it out for a 3.5 mile walk after work, better than nothing! Now we are hanging out at out church waiting for a meeting with one of the pastors, it’s part of a men’s group that my husband is involved with. We are loving this church!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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No great profound thoughts for today. Still feeling yucky with my tummy and head. Might try for a brisk walk after work but not going to claim it on my above workout listing until it actually happens.

I am trying to be productive but my head is spinning and I can not focus: oh well, whatever

My baby will not eat anything I offer her lately and wants to live off of sweet fruits only: oh well, whatever

I have been trying to be good for the last few days and feel like I should wake up 50 pounds lighter each morning. I haven’t: oh well, whatever

Once again I went to work with no make-up on, hair slicked back in a pony tail and my funky trail runner toes exposed in flip flops: oh well, whatever

I have had a headache for 4 days and want to cry: oh well, whatever

I am trying to keep up with this blog but I think only my sister reads it (hi shannon): oh well, whatever

I am broke, again: oh well, whatever

I have a trail marathon, 50K and 2 50 milers on my wish list for the next year. I could barely run my 4 miler on the trails the other day: oh well, whatever

I have 4 hours left in my work day and I want to curl up for a nap in Ryleighs crib: oh well, whatever

So please share, what is your Oh Well, Whatever moment of the day?

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2 Days, 1 Post

Tuesday Workout: 4 miles, slow on trails in El Moro, my happy place
Wednesday Workout: Might try for some stretching/abs later today but pretty much a rest day.

So yesterday my lovely husband got off work early and surprised me by picking up Ryleigh so I could finish out the work day all by myself. This also means I was able to go for a trail run all by myself without a stroller. It would have been perfect to knock out a good solid 8 miles and really push it. Ya, not so much….

I have not been feeling well for the last several days, basically feel like I have the most insane day-after-your-21st-birthday type hangover. But I sucked it up and got out there anyway, it was slow but I was happy I went. I LOVE El Moro and am happy at any chance I get to run there.

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We had a nice casual boring night at home and in bed early to read my Born to Run book and pass out. And yes I know I am way late to the party on reading this book, I never claimed to be hip or cool. Man I sure wish I could stay awake longer and read more, it is so good!

Today has been pretty uneventful. Ryleigh has been just as cranky as me and sleeping lots, like wanted at nap at 9am right after we got to the office and is sleeping again right now.

Lunch time did get pretty exciting and messy though….

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So I am winding things up here and going to go home for another mellow evening at home and pray that I wake up feeling wonderful tomorrow. And hopefully make it to the gym in the morning cause we are busy after work tomorrow. Dont want to have 2 rest days in a row.

Monday Start Again, Again

Workout: Jillian video #6 @ 5am / 2.5 miles @ 5pm
Weight: Can’t really recall the last weigh in date/amount so no up/down to report: 201 lbs.

Yup the same old story, I have not been focused at all and am trying to get going on this being healthy kick again. I am super busy and stressed but wanted to at least start posting something. Hope to be on a regular schedule with everything soon. This week I am focusing on making good food choices, not wasting money eating out and doing some form of working out every day.

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My new alarm title on my cell phone. This should work. Oh except for the fact I had it set for 5PM....

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Just another cute one of my favorites on Father's Day. He had a great day ; )

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Baby & Momma breakfast.

Just Breathe…

Workout: nothing…

I feel funny starting my posts with the workout headline when I have nothing to add but I hope to have something to add daily so I am sticking with it for now. And honestly it stings a bit when I have nothing good and productive to put up there so that works.

Ever have that feeling like you are on the edge? Just need to get away and get your head straight? Feeling overwhelmed and need to recharge? Need some guidance and direction? Need to hit the restart button? Looking for a revived energy and spirit in your day to day life? Anxious to continue growing into the best possible you? Excited for what the future may hold?

Ya me too!

Thankfully I have the perfect solution for that this weekend. I signed up to go on the women’s retreat with my new church. They are calling it BREATHE. To say I am excited would be a huge understatement.

I was a little shy to sign up since we are new to this church, it is pretty large and I don’t really know many people. Plus I have never done anything like this, but I still really wanted to go and see what this experience has to offer. Thankfully my sister thought it would be fun too so she agreed to come. Then to make it even more perfect I won a raffle for a free registration worth $290 so I was able to gift that to my sister, so amazing and meant to be!

Oh and did I mention it’s at the Miramonte Resort and Spa? This place is gorgeous and I am so excited to get away with my sister.

Have you ever gone on a church retreat like this?

The Next Plan

Workout: does “running” to the grocery store on my lunch break count?

I promise I will still get together my final race report from MAYhem asap, my 50 miles at Nanny Goat will not go unpublished – slow runner – slow blog poster…

Now that MAYhem is over I knew I would be left feeling a bit underwhelmed and needing something to focus on, that is just how I work. I started getting all carried away with big crazy ideas and thankfully a running friend helped talk me down off the edge, man did I need that.

So I now have an ambitious yet realistic race schedule mapped out with the goal of getting me to OG50 2013. And the best part is some running friends to do it with me as well, I am really excited.

So now the immediate goal is to get an organized and realistic workout schedule mapped out and stick with it. Eat healthy and clean and stay focused. This is my biggest challenge right now ALWAYS but I have a great opportunity to get that together next weekend. More on that later.
For now I leave you with some recent photos of Miss Ryleigh Marie.
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Ready to run Mommy...

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Cuddle time with Daddy after the traumatic pool experience...not a fan of the cold water!

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Fun water play day at our church.

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This is how we do summer pool time in my hood - don't be too jealous.

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Happy girl at work!

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How fun, Mr. Jim and I wore the same outfit today!

Super Lazy Saturday

Workout: rest day

Last night I was planning on getting up early this morning and hitting up El Moro for a trail run. Weekend morning that is what I am supposed to be doing right? Well then I also had the realization that I have HAD to get up early every weekend for some time now and there was nothing forcing me today so I decided I would go to bed with no set plan – it was liberating.

So this morning I changed my mind and opted for a nice lazy morning at home with my baby girl. I am glad I did, it feels good. Then after breakfast and shower I will be headed to Target, meet up with a friend in town from Santa Barbara and then to our friends house for pool time and BBQ. This works for me ; )

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Saturday morning cartoons sure have changed...

What fun and exciting plans do you have today? 

MAYhem Race #3 Palos Verdes Half Marathon

I am very behind in writing this post but still wanted to do it…better late than never!

Originally this race was not on my radar at all. Back in late April we went to my cousin Richard’s to celebrate his birthday  and I got talked into it – Richard, his wife Sue, their son Rick, daughter Jen and even their granddaughter Sydney were all doing it. At first I wanted to say no because I already had 3 races for the month of May, but then I quickly decided I didn’t want to miss out on all the fun and the month of MAYhem was in full affect.

The race is about 1 hour north of us and on an early race morning that would mean getting up VERY early. Thankfully my thoughtful cousins offered to have us stay the night on Friday and save an extra hour of sleep and this way we could all go to the race together. This worked out great especially since they run a super cute B&B out of their house in Redondo Beach so our room was beautiful.

This is a great sized race, small and local but big enough to have full support and excitement as well. I wasn’t too concerned going into this race because I wasn’t planning on “racing” it this was more just for fun and the experience. However, I hadn’t run all week since my last race and I was a bit worried about my shin splints.

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Jen and Rick

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Miss Sydney, only 12 and ready to tackle her first half marathon!

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Richard and Sue, easily one of the cutest couples ever!

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Nice grey sky start.

No matter how many times I line up at the start of a race I am still always nervous. It usually shakes off quickly but it is just funny how that feeling never goes away. The course is really nice, some rolling hills but nothing too crazy I actually really enjoyed it. Some beautiful views. Though my feet did miss the dirt, wanted back on those trails…

This race was all about running it with Sue and Sydney, this was a first half marathon for both girls and I loved sharing that experience with them. I can not say enough how impressed I was with Sydney! I think we were all a bit worried that she got in over her head and didn’t fully understand just how far 13.1 miles was, she had only ran 6 miles prior. She just charged on and did not complain once about anything, she carried herself with a smile and great attitude the entire time – so proud.

We were doing a run 8 minutes, walk one schedule that seemed to be working really well (that is when we could figure out the math and remember our next stop time…ha), we were actually quite a bit ahead of pace for the first 9 miles or so. Around 9.5 or so our walk breaks started getting a bit longer, the distance was setting in. Sue started having some breathing issues that actually worried me a bit, she said she hadn’t experienced them before. She kept telling us to take off and leave her but I assured her that was NOT going to happen, can’t get rid of us.

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Sydney and Sue powering on.

 

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Beautiful views!

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Just 12 and finished her first half marathon. Watch out cross country team!

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Yeah Sue, so proud of you!!!

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I think it’s safe to say that everyone had a good time because we spent the rest of the morning discussing our outfits for next year and other possible races. I always try to warn people how addictive this stuff is….

After the race we went back to the B&B to shower and change, then to Ricks to hang out. Sadly we couldn’t stay too long cause we had dinner plans to get home for but Ryleigh was able to get in a little bit of cousin play time.

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Ryleigh and Jen's little girl Lilly who is 5 weeks older - so cute.

 

Old and Lazy…

Workout: Possibly 4 miles after work with baby girl but just not sure…. Well big surprise I did nothing…

So I am not sure what the deal is but I am in a major workout funk. I have only worked out once since my race last Saturday. Oh well, whatever – next week can be better.

Today is my birthday, entering the last year of my 30s… Honestly I am not freaking out about the age part there have only been a few birthdays in my life that the number has affected me, this is not one of them, just another day. The day has been great, just a normal Thursday but with lots of extra love and attention, I am a lucky girl. Woke up this morning to gifts from my husband and he is always so sweet to give me a card/gift from Ryleigh too.

When I got to work there was another gift there from my boss. Lots of emails/texts/phone calls/facebook messages that made me feel special. Then a special delivery from my most favorite bakery ever, I could hardly compose myself to sign the delivery sheet for the lady and just wanted to scream, “hand it over”. Thankfully, I composed myself and waited for her to leave before I ripped it open and shoved the cupcake in my face. Not gonna lie, ate it right away. Than after lunch my lovely sister visited with gifts and hugs, so nice to get to see her during the work day. Ryleigh smacked her head on the desk pretty hard and got a good little bump but she got over it pretty quickly.

I had considered going for a run after work but realized I didn’t have a sweater for Ryleigh so I used that as a good excuse to go home instead. We ended up just going home for a nice relaxing evening at home. Dale has his bible study night tonight so I was on my own but Ryleigh and I had a nice night and I made one of my favorite dinners – pizza from scratch.

So over all a simply perfect day with lots of love. Happy Birthday to me ; )

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